Sunday, December 6th, 2009
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2:18 am - heyheyhey
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last night was funny
joes parents got louis a stripper for his birthday party
and everyone was there- his grandparents, godparents, friends
and the expressions on his face were priceless
the girl was hot as hell
but after the dances the boys chased her around for forever
takin pics and makin out with her
(not mine obviously)
but they were all worshipping her
and then they were on an adrenaline rush and started jumping around to music
i just wasn't feelin it
i wasn't in it
because i sometimes hate the way things are in this world
tonight was fun
set up the christmas village at joe's grandma's house
EDAYGH VILLAGE
(evil deeds at your grandmothers house village)
"I trust you with my life Joe!"
hahahah hilarious
anyway, after that we played truth or dare and did the funniest shit
then we went to see the second boon-dock saints (AMAZING)
and now im here
pictures of the "hottest thing in florida" and the village and such tomorrow
for now its just mrs.mediocre
lmao
hahah
( shutupandletmego )
current mood:  tired
current music: shut up and let me go
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Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009
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9:19 pm
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you can try to make the world look perfect, and from and outside view it's obvious
it's showy and pretentious and unattractive.
you aren't bad people, but from an outside view, its different- almost unfair.
trying to be right all the time is hollow
aside from that
tonight was my 9mo. dinner with my bay
i gave him another comp. book and a painting
we had spagetti and red velvet cake by the tree
then i got him to watch twilight (it was more of a deal)
mahaaa.
ilovehim &now i have a religion paper to do
current mood:  drained
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Monday, November 30th, 2009
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9:59 pm - Thanksgiving break
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Monday, November 23rd, 2009
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11:44 pm
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a quote from the wonderful joseph martin:
"I am just frustrated because you've never poked anything out of the ordinary."
current mood:  amused
current music: my sweet babys rageful voice
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1:25 am - inseparable ;P
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Thursday, November 19th, 2009
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10:45 pm
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best boyfriend.
went to the beach and got ice cream
then went job huntin
i<3egglet
i<3youbabyboo
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Tuesday, November 17th, 2009
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10:40 pm - kiss kiss
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pretttttty good day today
raspberry-chocolate coffee just makes it every day!
went out to dinner with kayla and amanda for their birthdays at icabods
which is always nice :]
looking forward to this weekend hardcore
amandas bday party friday
my bay sleepin ova
orlando in the morning
football game with my tweetumz.
<3;D
current mood:  bouncy
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Sunday, November 15th, 2009
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10:31 pm - vague today
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In an argument everyone is right and wrong.
I recognize this, & always attempt to see the other side.
It just hurts to see lack of concern.
It also hurts to see things change- to see importance fade.
The more someone cares about a person, the more they will cry over them.
Usually, tears are recognized with compassion because tears are pain.
Mine are never for show. Never for attention.
But evidently, the reality of what's behind the tears loses importance. Just like me as a person is losing importance.
So I'm going to deliberately not cry.
It's a shame that I will have to hold it in because of lack of care.
( on the better days... )
current mood:  contemplative
current music: girls next d00r
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Saturday, October 31st, 2009
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12:50 am
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today was super gay
but then he made it all better
:]
right now i say fuck it all.
magic
( lala )
current mood: tired
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Monday, October 19th, 2009
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4:25 pm - zombiecon survivors
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we all lose some,
but then we win some.
its that pendulum thang.
so wallow in it
because we all have our share of wallowing.
( bull )
current mood:  distressed
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Monday, October 12th, 2009
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11:08 pm
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Tonight i was watching intervention
and my mind was blown for the rest of the evenin.
those stories are crazy and sad, especially the one about that girl brittany.
life can get so messed up sometimes
which is why i'm glad that i gotta good deal.
went to halloween horror nights last night
tiight!!
not as tight as in 7th grade- ( they got rid of scare zones :[! and only one of the two parks was open)
talkin to my boo riight now
i love him!!
( ole! )
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Wednesday, October 7th, 2009
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9:35 pm
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12:00 am - in sync
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When I say it's worth it,...when I say I don't regret my choices
I mean it.
All my life I've been looking for someone who would give all of themselves to me just as i would for them.
I always have been that girl- the one who would go above and beyond for someone
especially my closest at the time.
There always is a closest with me. I don't really think that it's always a good thing, but thats how my relationships turn out.
But I often felt detached from everyone else.
I thought no one was like me in putting true effort into another's love ad happiness.
Now I've found it though.
I've found someone who doesn't believe in God but prays for me.
I've found someone who puts me first.
I've found someone who never fails to show me what I need to see.
so in sync. I never ask for anything, he just knows.
I'm so tired, but I just wish I could document this feeling.
This constant perfect part of my life-
the one with all my heart and soul.
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Saturday, October 3rd, 2009
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1:24 pm - weekend of champions
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saw zombieland last night
it was the best movie ever
no lie this time
no exaggeration
it was AMAZING ;)
and so is this weekend as usual
going to the pottery garden today to finish my thankyou presents for my teachers
and joe's beer mug looks siiick
i love my boyfriend && my life
watching moulin rouge tonight too!
yessssssss
possible halloween horror nights next weekend!
then halloween
and christmas
new years
:D
( goon to a goblin )
current mood: amused
current music: money round here
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Wednesday, September 30th, 2009
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9:40 pm - BREAKIN THE RECORD ;D
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Sunday, September 27th, 2009
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10:59 pm
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1:10 pm - gayday
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last night was messed up.
got blown off this morning-which sucks
gotta go to community service in an hour and a half: WONDERFUL.
applying for colleges now blah
just not too good in the heart right now
i'm extra emotional
don't really know why
i'm not PMSing
shweeeet!
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Wednesday, September 16th, 2009
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10:42 pm
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i love my life
despite everything that changes
i'm not saying i'm not sorry to lose what i've lost
but i'm also not hard-hearted over it
my conscious is clear on my standards and if it isn't good enough for the people who are "forever" than there ya go.
there are no wrongs or rights.
depending on your life and your personality, you live to your own heart. my heart wanted a constant standing relationship with my friends that didn't seek attention. Thinking that i didn't want to hang out was rather assailing considering my treatment and love remained the same. but nobody's wrong here.
if i do end up alone then i'll live. i'm not going to depress myself over absentee friends when lonliness won't be for long. life changes so often and there are countless outlets to find what you want. i got what i wanted. a best friend and a boyfriend. it's a different type of relationship obviously, but it's important especially in this case.
and to all of the pessimistic non-believers,
what i have faith in isn't a dinky childhood dream. it's attainable and everyone else is just too weak to do it.
current mood:  artistic
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Saturday, August 29th, 2009
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1:49 am
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Monday, August 24th, 2009
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9:57 pm
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I invest 100% of myself in few things.
One of them is academics- not because I love them but because I love to succeed at something haha.
I invest 100% of my heart into nothing,...except this cutie righttt herr.
haha
To me, he's everything, and I'm happy always.
Just knowing that he loves me as much as anyone can, and feeling it everyday..
I'm given no options now, my heart chooses for me
and it chooses to believe in us, above all odds.
I'm not worried, because I know that I'm different from everyone else
and we're different from every other relationship.
Whoever believes what is irrelevant.
He's worth everything that I've given up, he's worth being given up on.
And being given up on is beyond my control.
My heart still loves the same- unconditionally and permanently - as cursed as that may be.
I have a curse that will always hurt me but always heal me later.
But I have faith in him, and I believe that he will be the one person to stay by me and never hurt me.
And if he does, he'll heal me later,...but we never know do we?
Like I said though, I'm not worried.
For once, really, I trust.
Now I trust.
current mood:  chipper
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